I’d heard about the crocodile in the salt ponds
I walk the road nearby every evening and thought I might see it eventually
The American Crocodile is a rarity, but if left unmolested will live for seventy years
The local paper mindlessly reported the sighting and the tourists came
Gaijin in red rented Mustang convertibles
They would stop me on my walk and ask, “Yo, you seen that Alligator?”
I said, “No and it’s a Crocodile and I doubt it wants to see you.”
Not the friendliest local, me
I was worried it might have been rubbed out – killed for its skin or its skull
Or the human perversion, killed fo
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I Don't Know How Much More I Can Take by jimfleming, literature
Literature
I Don't Know How Much More I Can Take
Our lives are satire and irony and tragedy
Plenty of metaphor to go around
We have been ground down, distilled and simplified
A manageable state of somnambulistic artificial autonomy
The terrified dumbasfuck demographic
Hungry for the latest authoritarian daddy figure
The Buddha’s reflection in the dirty glass...serene
The palm fronds tickle his ear when the wind kicks up
Stone-still as the lizard chases a beetle over his foot
Loving both
Sometimes a reflection in dirty glass is the clearer image
The direct gaze misleading
With my back to the Buddha it is clearer still
The blind know this to be true
Ever wonder what’s behind the attraction of the "Zombie” genre?
…of human survivors battling the animated dead?
Everybody, EVERYBODY identifies with the uninfected healthy people
NOBODY identifies with the zombies
This begs the question; in every human vs zombie portrayal,
how can there be so many zombies and so few human survivors?
America, like Hollywood, markets happy endings in the face of
the overwhelming evidence of that impossibility
This acratic behavior is evident in our ordinary lives
So many cheer leaders of the last-man-standing-capitalist paradigm,
identify with the billionaire class, as they do with the sam
“Gunssss” a single syllable dramatically lengthened and
reverently articulated by Charlton Heston
"Gunssss"
The first word intoned by the keynote speaker
National Rifle Association convention, Denver
Only ten days after the massacre at nearby Columbine
Charlton was always a great ham
An over-actor's over-actor
He did not disappoint the crowd of faithful
He was a trooper and “the show must go on”
The NRA show did go on, though abbreviated
Only one day instead of three.
Two days of gun show cancelled
Ten days after the massacre
“Gunssss” It was as if God himself was speaking the word.
“Gunssss
Why did we abandon our tribes?
Our clans
The things that kept us rooted to the Earth
The community, the personal, the genuine
We are unrecognizable now… a parody
Devouring mountains and excreting poison
Vaporizing women and children, dismissing it as collateral damage
Selling children with interest and calling it investment
Congratulating ourselves for exceptionalism as we kill the planet
“More” is our mantra
“Enough” is our antithesis
What took millennia to form, to mature organically,
to reach a balance of natural authority and acceptance,
Those things that kept us connected...
Can we ever get th
Her name tag told me she was Frida
Exceptionally gorgeous, even by Miami standards
Shimmering black hair, pulled back loosely
Eyes clear and chocolate brown
Glowing skin of a twenty something Latina
Polished Professional Polite
Not Geisha polite
A more sincere deference
As I checked out of the Hilton
Frida asked sweetly, “Do you want help with your luggage?”
Jokingly I told her, no thanks, I just look old…
She smiled and said, “…but you’re rockin’ the beard…”
Funny, like poetry, the effect a few words can have